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[16 Sep 2009|10:11pm] |
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Mykonos from Grandchildren on Vimeo.
and you will go to mykonos
with a vision of a gentle coast
and a sun to maybe dissipate
shadows of the mess you made
i don't care i probably posted this video before but yeah... we're in london now. everything is fine except that i should have brought less flats and more sneakers and heels blah blah blah i'm not going to post here that much anymore just to make it a neat end to all of the stuff that's happened in the last few years. so well life ends and life begins and it's not so different being out here. the best thing is being with kai :) and of course xiu too. what happened before we left hm well i think i lived an entire lifetime during the holiday and towards the end i was just dying dying dying so i died and now i am okay ~ unsustainable living is terrible but beautiful. i'm still keeping my singapore number so well you all know how to contact me alright? please do. our sendoff was alright i really love my family a lot for getting us through this and my dad most of all for giving us the best and being so understanding towards the end. and friends you are 1000% important please don't act like we've died or something. it was really good to see all the guys at the airport i really love each and every one of them and it was a nice last look at singapore. so that's it guys now i must be good and happy and strong and brave and independent and awesome !!!!!!!!!
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| BEST FRIEND FOREVER N EVER |
[13 Sep 2009|01:35am] |
THIS POST IS IN HONOUR OF RACHEL AU-YONG WHO IS NOT WITH ME IN FLESH BUT ALWAYS IN SPIRIT@!!!!!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BFF LOVE YOU TO THE MAXXX ~
TURN UP UR VOLUME BABE
( YOU TUBES )
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| double dutch dinosaur duplex in dubai |
[08 Sep 2009|03:20am] |
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nothing new except that my bags are filling up and seeing as how it's impossible to bring over everything i want to be with then i guess i don't really care about everything else i'm leaving behind. last weekend i went scuba diving in malaysia other than that i can't remember anything at all. i think goddard movies make me moody
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| good times |
[02 Sep 2009|01:54am] |
okay my tracks for those who asked, and totally not in order because i had to switch shit around on the fly
Good Time - Crystal Castles
Shooting Stars(Bag Raiders) - Cut Copy
Ready For The Floor(LA Riots vs. Villians) - Hot Chip
Washing Up(Tiga) - Tomas Anderson
Ghosts N Stuff(Original) - Deadmau5
Triceratops(Acid Girls 2STEP2FREEDOM) - HEALTH
Alala - CSS
Star Guitar - Shinichi Osawa ft. Au Revoir Simone
Zero Machine - Le Castle Vania
Zero - Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Fancy Footwork(Guns N' Bombs) - Chromeo
Helicopter(Weird Science ft. Peaches) - Bloc Party
1. THANK YOU EVERYBODY WHO CAME!!!!!!!! thanks aran for like half the tracks i told you you're gr8 thanks xiu for loving me all the time thanks yuquan for photos cause i gotta show this to my grandchildren okay ** everybody else i love you guys til eternity man. those who didn't come(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) it's alright you were spared the total PANIC SHITNESS that was my set due to many spastic reasons i don't want to get into :<
2. despite not being happy with my set it's really great that i finally got DJ classes off my to do list.... the entire experience was pretty fun and like even though it's really just a taste of what it's like i am super mega motivated and curious about everything about it i feel like a little kid in a candy store.... synth beats flashing lights sort of candy store
3. my best friend has gone over the seas and far away and that makes me really really sad because srsly there is no best friend like my best friend rachel au-yong i actually wanna BAWL my eyes out aghx
4. today i got my chest x-rayed and i had my first ever blood-drawing experience and like i totally stared down the syringe pulling out the dark dark red fluid from the inside of my elbows and it was so weird and freaky but i'm alright
5. barely had time to sit down at home today, running errands is siao liaoz x 88493842
6. my flight's final, and we're gonna have a partay or something like that because we feel like it!!!!~~** further details on facebook yo. i'm only free between now and the 15th! which means i can't really do anything the weekend before that, and i'm going to pulau aur this weekend, so guys time is pretty short i guess. i'm going to start packing all my clothes and live off my sister's wardrobe until i fly :D :D :D :D :D
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| sigh |
[28 Aug 2009|05:55am] |
boys kill me, so i kill them back
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| xychobitch |
[20 Aug 2009|11:15pm] |
holgas are hard to get used to....... but the flash is better than expected
( decent days and nights )
okay okay okay ying IT'S FRIDAY!!!!1 i really really enjoy my calm peaceful weekdays idling away with xiu and my bestest friend rachel and aran and my sister and papa and mummy~ and then fridays are like a final deep breath before i step off and plunge into sssaaattturrrday then sunday is always just lazy hungover/spilloverness. this saturday is a bit worse than usual but all right it's a lovely sort of stress and it's my last DJ class!!! anyhow it's gr8 to see all my friends especially those that i miss particularly(MARCUS HO) and need to see immediately before i fly off for a long long long time(MARCUS HO). alright the sleeplessness officially starts tonight i think stan's coming to pick me up at like..... NOW kbye
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| too much too much too much |
[17 Aug 2009|09:42pm] |
i'm so fucking irritated!!!1111 i frkn applied for my visa to start on the 15th because that's already grossly ahead of time and i am so not keen on flying so soon anyway, and the travel agent has no ticket after the 15th until the 22nd which is after x's term starts so i can only fly like 14th but now because of my fkn visa i can't even enter the goddamn country and like... i guess i'll just have to take another airline but now my dad's gonna kb me for not being more paranoid but like... what the f this is so stupid.
i don't really blog much hm....... okay highlights -
i've quit, and i'm a bit sad abt it but now my weekends are freed up for like, qt with people and socializin' and SLEEPING. thank god. still uh. i don't have much time left, you know? if you wanna see me i'm really just a text away okay. ALSO HP PEOPLE dinner is this weekend please don't act cool and please suggest dinner places! i really prefer dempsey cause i'll be there anyway. what else? i'm just ending my life here as completely as i can. then it'll be london with xiu and everything will really, really, really be okay at last. sigh
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| yggdrasil |
[11 Aug 2009|05:09am] |
today i found another interesting word that starts with Y :>
being sick is really depressing, i've had an eventful/fun/wholesome/pleasant/happy/expensive weekend but right now i just watched the trailer for Swedish Love Story and feel like crying my eyeballs out. everything's difficult again. maybe life was supposed to be like this the whole time and all the lightness was just a holiday.
why/want do i want and am i supposed to ever have those things and is that going to make me happy???/// thank god i start school next month and i can get some insight on what is the basis of human happiness and purpose of life and you know, that kind of shit
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| xxzxcuzx |
[07 Aug 2009|02:44am] |
as always there are no constants in my life except my family and xiu and a sure sense that everything will change very very quickly. every day i rush to and from places and collapse into my bed and wake up unwillingly and LATE as always but i'm busy being happy!!!!!!!!!!1111 and stressed by the joy of living sort of. i know the endlessness of this holiday has been pretty boring but i think it has been a very nice time having this much freedom and time and even though i don't know what i'm looking for i've found a few things that i can hang on to at least for now.
my life is actually quite simple........................ if you disregard the complications hahahhaha
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| bury me with it |
[31 Jul 2009|12:50am] |
today i watched the reduced works of shakespeare ttly enjoyed myself! xiu bought the modest mouse album so i'm listening to the album versions of the songs i already knew long ago and it's different.. in a good way. it's more uplifting/cryable/intense esp the ocean breathes salty
anyway sucky composition skills immortalized in digital format:
( H O N G K O N G )
I WISH LIFE WAS MORE LIKE A SHAKESPEARE PLAY WHERE CHARACTERS AND RELATIONSHIPS ARE MORE THAN JUST ALIVE THINGS
WHERE EVENTS AND ACTIONS DON'T JUST CONTRIBUTE TO PLOT ADVANCEMENT BUT HAVE DRAMATIC AND LITERAL MEANING
WHERE THERE IS A PLOT THAT IS LOGICALLY AND AESTHETICALLY SENSIBLE
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| hong kong garden |
[26 Jul 2009|09:52pm] |
( day and night )
had to take care of my mum's business quite a bit but still went out and explored quite a lot... tsim sha tsui's Space Museum(v small) and Museum of Art where there was this v good Louis Vuitton exhibition with a lot of likeable and interesting works... causeway bay etc etc most importantly had a lot of QT with my mummy!!! spent an awful lot of money shopping Z___Z and eating Z_______Z charsiew in hong kong is soooo good. one day i'm going to learn canto and go back!!!
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| waiting for you |
[21 Jul 2009|02:36am] |
there will be a total eclipse of the sun on wednesday 22/5
i'm going to hong kong tomorrow morning.. have not managed to learn any canton at work Z___Z the last 2 days i watched crank 2: high voltage, harry potter 6 and sunshine cleaning. still it's dope to fly out with my mom and muck around with her while she's on business. finally i'm getting away YES
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for self-reference because it's so ffffing funny if you know any nietzsche at all please read!!! thks friendspage
( The Onion: New Nietzschean Diet Lets You Eat Whatever You Fear Most )
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| H8 |
[19 Jul 2009|06:55am] |
l'appelle d'vide:
French, the urge to jump from high places, literally, "the call of the void."
getting home from saturday night shifts's the only time i can really relax. other than the usual weekend flurry living is easy. just had breakfast/supper with the usuals and ah i'm glad i'm having this experience. this whole culture of part-timer night monsters with all sorts of unhealthy/alternative/hilarious/unusual habits and thoughts. most of all it is so nice to find more human beings in the world to include in my life. i regret that it's all going to end soon :(
speaking of humans it was so nice to go back to school and all that JC love~~~ getting an academic award feels frkn fabulous!!! today somebody told me i was too optimistic but really.... fate is capricious of course but well i'm always lucky
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| imitosis |
[15 Jul 2009|02:33am] |
today is/was the most important day of my life
edit: XIU GOT INTO ARCHITECTURE ASSOCIATION SCHOOL!!!! I THINK THIS IS THE BEST THING THAT'S EVER HAPPENED TO US EVER. i am so so so so so happy
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| your future today is different from your future yesterday |
[12 Jul 2009|06:25pm] |
i really miss my sisters when they're gone but alright i have to toughen up or i'll just end up hurling myself out of a window when i'm living alone in London. in the last 4 days i read Blink by Malcom Gladwell and The Unbearable Lightness of Being and met up with lots of friends - without you guys i would have probably been crying myself to sleep all alone in my bedroom or something.... so thanks.
today marcus and i watched The Brothers Bloom and it's a nice movie i liked it quite a lot. it was a good day but actually i don't think i ever have bad days anyway. maybe i come off as troubled and irate sometimes but actually i try really hard to be happy. and thus i am!
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| thriller |
[03 Jul 2009|05:57am] |
szus' holga is damn cool albeit a little unpredictable and impossible to compose with cause i'm noob like that. but okay i like shooting film once in a while
( happy days )
sigh sisters go to london next week 8-15th july x_______x i will work every night and then cry myself to sleep in my empty bedroom.
hongkong 21-25july
diving with kai and uncle jem :>
cambodia with famz
tioman again??
london before 23 september
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| only for the boys in the band |
[29 Jun 2009|03:58pm] |
"The only difference between a caprice and a life-long passion is that the caprice lasts a little longer."
blabablablablalalala A NEW WEEK BEGINS. quite happy that i've been watching plenty of films in the last week but i am really not reading enough. i watched the entire All Yesterday's Parties film series at the museum this weekend there were parts i liked more than others but it was all very intense. could say that i wish i were alive then but the future is going to be exciting too.. michael jackson's gone and beat it, can't stand the way the world is constantly changing and how all the great people change and wrinkle and fall and eventually die. ah
organic angel princess baby vs Wicked Witch of the Wastes
aran you're a genius.... look at the grass behind us the dichotomy of light and dark extends even to the landscape lol
best picture of aran ever
street snaps hahahhahahahhahahahhahahahahhaahhaahhaahha
counsinzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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